As a gay man, my journey with drugs didn’t begin with a single taste of meth … I didn’t just fall into meth, it started much soonerRead more
Recovery
Peace and serenity
I am observing this with curiosity but I feel peace and serenity which I haven’t experienced … Peace and serenityRead more
Potentially life saving material
They’ve had too much G/GBL/GHB or it hasn’t reacted well with them. If you’re reading this, … Potentially life saving materialRead more
Sex without the drugs. Drugs without the sex.
I’m having a hard time trying to find a life of sex without drugs. Im 114 … Sex without the drugs. Drugs without the sex.Read more
My Brain Has Too Many Tabs Open (And Some Are on Drugs)
Today’s post is about the wild cocktail of body dysmorphia, autism, and an overactive, hyper-curious brain—basically, … My Brain Has Too Many Tabs Open (And Some Are on Drugs)Read more
High, Horny, and HIV-Positive? A Chemsex Conundrum
During my depraved chemsex binges, I’ve encountered countless addicts ravaged by HIV, their bodies failing as … High, Horny, and HIV-Positive? A Chemsex ConundrumRead more
Sober Sex: Like Regular Sex, But With Feelings?
Looking back on my experiences with chemsex, I’m honestly blown away by some of the things … Sober Sex: Like Regular Sex, But With Feelings?Read more
Chemsex, Lies, and Self-Destruction: The Brutal Truth No One Wants to Admit
I almost didn’t share this blog. I kept thinking, What if someone new to recovery reads … Chemsex, Lies, and Self-Destruction: The Brutal Truth No One Wants to AdmitRead more
Chemsex in the NHS: OD’ing in Clinic Bathrooms and No One Cares
I arrived at the hospital in full-blown psychosis after being awake for days, my body wrecked … Chemsex in the NHS: OD’ing in Clinic Bathrooms and No One CaresRead more
Ketamine: Drag star The Vivienne
It has recently come to light that well-known drag star, The Vivienne, passed away due to … Ketamine: Drag star The VivienneRead more