Author: mcrguy

Dear Younger Me I know you won’t believe this yet, but I love you. I know … A letter to a younger version of myselfRead more

Trying to balance work, friends, exercise, relationships, routine, hobbies, and that elusive thing called relaxation feels like spinning … Managing stress and emotions in recoveryRead more

This day last year I was in full addiction. How times feel so different. My time … This time last year I was in full addictionRead more

The glamorisation of chemsex isn’t just about the drugs—it’s about the whole ritual that surrounds it. … The Glamorisation of Chemsex: A Ritual in ItselfRead more

Inside me lives something I don’t often talk about. The Monster. It doesn’t live under my bed … The MonsterRead more

Something I’ve noticed lately: drag queens have somehow become the unofficial spokespersons for the chemsex pandemic … The Role of Drag Queens in the Chemsex ConversationRead more

For a new generation of young people, the rise of ketamine addiction and other self-destructive behaviors … This blog isn’t just for gay boys who are into chemsexRead more

I’ve reached a point where I’m beginning to accept and process the shame I once felt … Letting Go of Shame: Healing from Chemsex and Unhealthy Sexual PatternsRead more

Some professionals still lack a proper understanding of chemsex. I have personally experienced this with the … Professionals don’t understand chemsex and they shouldRead more

I used to head out with my mates, and I’d always get this deep cringe and … From Manchester to BarcelonaRead more