Author: mcrguy

I’ve been through a lot of traumatic events in my life — rape, life-or-death situations, theft, injury, … I don’t feel emotionRead more

Before recovery, during my addiction, life was anything but peaceful. It revolved around work, sex—more sex—and … My life before recovery wasn’t peacefulRead more

I named this blog in honour of Ben Marshall, who heartbreakingly passed away in 2024. After … Ben ❤️Read more

Once upon a dark and stormy Saturday night—OK, it wasn’t stormy, but my brain certainly was—I … I went to a chemsex party almost soberRead more

A lot of my past was wrapped up in drugs and sex. That’s not my reality … From Orgies to Oat Milk Lattes: My Post-Chemsex LifeRead more

The BBC recently published a piece highlighting the impact of ketamine on Liverpool’s population. While I … BBC News Article – KetamineRead more

Shame is a heavy thing. And for a long time, I’ve been carrying a lot of … The shame of my addictionRead more

I sometimes get this strange twitch in my big toe—it comes and goes, but it’s definitely … What Chemsex left behindRead more

Chemsex refers to the use of drugs like crystal meth, GHB, and mephedrone (also known as … What is chemsexRead more

When I first started attending Crystal Meth Anonymous (CMA) meetings, I was still trying to find … 90 Meetings, 90 Doubts—And Still, I Made ItRead more