When I close my eyes, it’s like a movie starts playing, one I can’t pause or … Psychosis Episode 1Read more
Recovery
Quitting meth is fucking tough
I’m doing everything I can to make my recovery a process that’s supportive, honest, kind to … Quitting meth is fucking toughRead more
Some days are good and some days are shit
I’ve come to realize there’s no point in drowning in self-pity on a bad day. It’s … Some days are good and some days are shitRead more
Just for Today
Today just feels beige—plain, dull, lifeless. I don’t feel like going out. Even the weather is … Just for TodayRead more
Noticing building definition
I attended a meeting on Sunday, and one of the shares really resonated with me, especially … Noticing building definitionRead more
Today was beautiful
Today was truly beautiful. I woke up early, went for a walk, and enjoyed the stunning … Today was beautifulRead more
Jails, Institutions or Death
It’s 8 a.m. on Saturday. Today marks 19 days of sobriety—a milestone I never thought I’d … Jails, Institutions or DeathRead more
I am fearful
Why did I use drugs? Because I was afraid of myself. Afraid of rejection. Afraid of … I am fearfulRead more
Step 1 ✅
Recovery isn’t easy—it’s a journey full of ups and downs, and progress is far from linear. … Step 1 ✅Read more
Nano Dust
So, here’s a wild one for you. Recently, I had this bizarre déjà vu moment that … Nano DustRead more