Author: mcrguy

So, here’s a wild one for you. Recently, I had this bizarre déjà vu moment that … Nano DustRead more

This particular relapse lasted less than a week. It was the weekend, and I was at … The Beginnings of Hallucinations and ParanoiaRead more

Admitting my powerlessness over Methamphetamine and GBL (Tina and G) has been incredibly difficult. I resisted … Hitting rock bottomRead more

I want to take a moment to explain why the website has been offline recently and … A Tough Few Weeks: Health Struggles and AddictionRead more

I try to relate,Not compare,In rooms where stories spill.Ten meetings now,And a question haunts:How far will … Fragments of DespairRead more

I’m now on day 9 of sobriety since my relapse, but over the past few days, … Rough as hellRead more

I am thankful for the warm, clean bed I’ll sleep in tonight. I appreciate having had … Gratitude ListRead more

I’ve been through drug withdrawals before (meth and GHB), so I know what it feels like. … The relapseRead more

It’s been a while, and to be honest, I’ve been in a bit of a fog. … It’s been a while since I postedRead more

I have relapsed, hence being quiet. I’ll post over the weekend.