Recovery

The feeling was triggered by the surreal nature of the situation—sitting next to someone on drugs … Out of Body: A Surreal Encounter on GrindrRead more

My childhood was filled with anxiety and fear, which have persisted into adulthood. I faced rejection, … You are hurting me without realisingRead more

Growing up, I had what I would call a typical British childhood—filled with love, challenges, and … Reflections on Childhood an IntroductionRead more

This weekend, Manchester Pride is happening, and I’ve decided to steer clear of the city center. … Bank Holiday WeekendRead more

Walk into that crowd with your head held high, dressed simply, even if your clothes are … Conquer your fearsRead more

As you may know, this blog is intentionally anonymous, allowing me to candidly share my experiences … Today is Day 23Read more

I deeply value authenticity, especially during my struggle with chemsex addiction, when the meaning of being … AuthenticityRead more

When I was a teenager, I remember heading to Canal Street with a girlfriend for a … The Mysterious LecturerRead more

Methamphetamine can seem like an ideal drug for some gay men due to its effects. Initially, … Lust, Men, and MethRead more

In a previous post, I mentioned that I had been legally raped. At the time, I … Correction to previous postRead more